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  1. Way I Feel (Opening) – 3:37
  2. Dancer with a Mask – 3:07
  3. As the Sky Decays – 3:09
  4. Beautiful Kiss – 2:36
  5. When My Heart Goes Bang – 3:23
  6. Sexy Motel Love – 3:02
  7. Shooting Star – 4:23
  8. Crash into You – 3:44
  9. Healing Pictures – 3:05
  10. All About Me – 2:49
  11. Bleed for Love – 3:08
  12. A Beautiful Kiss (Closing) – 2:39




Before You Listen

This album is a work of psychological fiction. All lyrics are part of a narrated storyline and reflect the perspective of fictional characters. Some tracks contain explicit themes and language. Listener discretion is advised.




Credits

All songs written and directed, additionally arranged and mastered by

BENJAMIN LEEWAY

Interpreted by

SUNO


© 2025 Benjamin Leeway


Way I Feel (Opening)

A dark ballad about desire, guilt, and the urge to feel alive – even at the cost of a crime. Between neon lights and inner abyss, a story unfolds that is as much a declaration of love as it is a confession. Like a short thriller in three minutes.

Written and directed by Benjamin Leeway, interpreted by Suno.

Songtext

[Chorus]

This is how the story sounds

And the way I feel

Deep inside

And I am truly sorry ’bout it

But I had to kill

To feel alive

[Verse 1]

The blood is on, on my hands

You can call this a dark romance

Kiss me, darling,  kiss me slow

Hold me back, and then let me go

The Case is cold, the heat inside

Keep on dancing in neon lights

Please me, release me now

Lift me up, and then bring me down

[Pre-Chorus]

You

You want me

You

You got me, baby!

[Chorus]

This is how the story sounds

And the way I feel

Deep inside

And I am truly sorry ’bout it

But I had to kill

To feel alive

[Verse 2]

Blood stains on a wet t-shirt

Who’s the one now to kiss the dirt

Hold me tight, and  tear me apart

Set me free, and then break my heart

Paint my name, in blood and rain

Wash it off, and do it all again

Breathe in, do it now

Pistol whip me, then shoot me down

[Chorus 2x]

This is how the story sounds

And the way I feel

Deep inside

And I am truly sorry ’bout it

But I had to kill

To feel alive

[Bridge]

You

You want me

You

You got me, baby!

Dancer with a Mask

A beautiful dancer hiding behind a mask. Her movements flicker like a flame, elusive and fragile in the night. Drawn by desire and mystery, the narrator longs to uncover the truth. But as the lights spill over, the dancer vanishes – too fast, too far.

Written and directed by Benjamin Leeway, interpreted by Suno.

Songtext

[Verse 1]

Dancer with a mask

In the middle of the floor

Dancing in a blast

But your eyes are insecure

when you see me

watching you

you keep on moving

like you do

Dancer from the past

In the middle of the night

Flickering too fast

Like a flame that fears the light

When you turn

and glance my way

You don’t need

a word to say

[Chorus]

The lights are spilling over

My pulse is set to flame

We’re dancing near disclosure

Will you whisper me your name?

Dancer with a mask

With a mask

Vanishing too fast

[Verse 2]

Dancer with a mask

Lost in every dance

Dance until collapse

Can we live by any chance

when you see me

watching you

you keep on moving

like you do

Dancer from the past

In the middle of the night

Flickering too fast

Like a flame that fears the light

When you turn

and glance my way

You don’t need

a word to say
[Chorus]

The lights are spilling over

My pulse is set to flame

We’re dancing near disclosure

Will you whisper me your name?

Dancer with a mask

With a mask

Vanishing too fast

[Bridge]

Are you but an illusion

Lost in your own confusion

Are you dancing in disguise

With no name and no replies

The lights are spilling over

My pulse is set to flame

We’re dancing near disclosure

Will you whisper me your name?

[Outro]

Dancer with a mask

vanishing too fast

As the Sky Decays

Fast-paced synth-driven, drenched in 80s drama – As the Sky Decays pulses with fatal beauty. Where desire collides with downfall, and the storm turns into a stage for longing, loss, and one last breath beneath the flashing sky.

Written and directed by Benjamin Leeway, interpreted by Suno.

Songtext

[Verse 1]

Some days

You just want to take a break

And breathe in

Feel the sunlight on your face

Long roads

Where the lines just fade away

Soft turns

Leading far from yesterday

It’s only you

The one who can take me

It’s only you

who can make me slow down

[Chorus]

Let the dark clouds rise

and the sunlight fade

when the lightning strikes

and the storm remains

whisper it’s alright

if we’re blown away

then let us die tonight

as the sky decays

[Verse 2]

No words

But I feel it in your touch

Soft hands

Telling me that it’s enough

Long roads

Where the lines just fade away

Soft turns

Leading far from yesterday

It’s only you

The one who can take me

It’s only you

who can make me slow down

[Chorus]

Let the dark clouds rise

and the sunlight fade

when the lightning strikes

and the storm remains

whisper it’s alright

if we’re blown away

then let us die tonight

as the sky decays

[Bridge]

Your voice

Like a lighthouse through the storm

One word

And the cold starts feeling warm

It’s only you

The one who can take me

It’s only you

The one who can make me

Slow down

[Chorus]

Let the dark clouds rise

and the sunlight fade

when the lightning strikes

and the storm remains

whisper it’s alright

if we’re blown away

then let us die tonight

as the sky decays

Let the dark clouds rise

and the sunlight fade

when the lightning strikes

and the storm remains

whisper it’s alright

if we’re blown away

then let us die tonight

as the sky decays

Beautiful Kiss

Smooth, intimate, and dangerously tender – Beautiful Kiss whispers of love that forgives even murder, but not betrayal. A haunting jazz confession from the edge of loyalty, where desire flickers and one kiss could cost it all.

Written and directed by Benjamin Leeway, interpreted by Suno.

Songtext

[Verse 1]

Not your mother, nor your father

They don’t know you like I do

You’re a sinner, a broken figure

Hell is growing inside of you

You confessed your dark desire

But honey, I knew it all along

And the day you sparked the fire

I knew you wouldn’t prove me wrong

[Chorus]

I will stay, if you will

Until the end of days

And it’s okay, if you kill

But don’t you dare to stray

No, I wouldn’t forgive

A beautiful kiss

[Bridge]

I saw it in your smile

But stayed a little while

Would I mind your crimes

If your heart were mine

[Chorus]

I will stay, if you will

Until the end of days

And it’s okay, if you kill

But don’t you dare to stray

No, I wouldn’t forgive

A beautiful kiss

When My Heart Goes Bang

Smooth jazz-pop with a noir edge – When My Heart Goes Bang smoulders with obsession, desire, and danger. A game of love turned lethal, where passion hunts through fog and shadows, and every kiss might be the last before the bullet falls.

Written and directed by Benjamin Leeway, interpreted by Suno.

Songtext

[Verse 1]
I see you on the catwalk

Beautiful but bored

I’m hunting like a red hawk

you cannot ignore

You are sinking into nights

Like a whisper out of sight

And I won’t let loose

Till you’re sealed in light

[Chorus]

I just wanna be your man

Ooh baby

But my Love is damned

Ooh maybe

It’s the dark side of romance

Ooh baby

When my heart goes bang

Goes bang

Yes, I wanna be your man

Ooh baby

But my Love is damned

Ooh maybe

It’s the dark side of romance

Ooh baby

When my heart goes bang

Goes bang

[Bridge]

You kissed me

like the world was ending

Your pulse was loud

your breath demanding

We’re more than fate

But less than grace

A bullet dancing

face to face

[Verse 2]

I see you through the fog

Deadly and divine

I’m trailing like a dog

Waiting for the sign

You are dancing with the flame

Like a shadow with no name

And I won’t let go

Till you feel the same

[Chorus]

I just wanna be your man

Ooh baby

But my Love is damned

Ooh maybe

It’s the dark side of romance

Ooh baby

When my heart goes bang

Goes bang

Yes, I wanna be your man

Ooh baby

But my Love is damned

Oo maybe

It’s the dark side of romance

Ooh baby

When my heart goes bang

Goes bang

[Bridge]

You kissed me

like the world was ending

Your pulse was loud

your breath demanding

We’re more than fate

But less than grace

A bullet dancing

face to face

When my heart goes bang

When my heart goes bang

When my heart goes bang

[Chorus]

I just wanna be your man

Ooh baby

But my Love is damned

Ooh maybe

It’s the dark side of romance

Ooh baby

When my heart goes bang

Goes bang

Yes, I wanna be your man

Ooh baby

But my Love is damned

Ooh maybe

It’s the dark side of romance

Ooh baby

When my heart goes bang

Goes bang

Sexy Motel Love

Sultry, hypnotic, and laced with danger – Sexy Motel Love slips into the night like a whispered secret. Behind closed curtains and flickering neon, desire meets delusion in a tale of lust without limits. A sinner’s prayer. A finger. A riot.

Written and directed by Benjamin Leeway, interpreted by Suno.

Songtext

[Verse 1]

I’m on a business trip

Are you?

That’s what they think it is

Oh, they do?

I love the way you strip

Like this?

I even pray for it

[Pre-Chorus]

‘Cause even as a sinner

I’ll always be a winner

You start to lick my finger

As the light is getting dimmer

[Chorus]

The way she remains

Silent

My sexy motel love

Is violent

The way she remains

Quiet

My sexy motel love’s

A riot

[Bridge]

Yeah, she’s my favorite

Her legs, her waist, her lips

Yeah she’s my only drug

My sexy motel love

[Verse 2]

I’m on a manic trip

Sure you are

But you can handle it

Oh, can I?

You grind, I’m tappin’ it

Harder please

No, I ain’t paying for this

[Pre-Chorus]

‘Cause even as a sinner

I’ll always be a winner

You start to lick my finger

As the light is getting dimmer

[Chorus]

The way she remains

Silent

My sexy motel love

Is violent

The way she remains

Quiet

My sexy motel love’s

A riot

[Bridge]

Yeah, she’s my favorite

Her legs, her waist, her lips

Yeah she’s my only drug

My sexy motel love

Shooting Star

While the world admired her surface, he captured her fire. But admiration breeds obsession, and obsession seeks possession. She knew it – and used it. Because stars don’t belong to anyone. They rise. And disappear.

Written and directed by Benjamin Leeway, interpreted by Suno.

Songtext

[Verse 1]

I walk the runway, heels so high

A hundred lights that see my stride

But only yours

Can meet my eyes

[Pre-Chorus]

You see me first, not just my skin

You know the fire I hold within

And when I pose

You see me right

[Chorus]

Through the lens, you watch me rise

Captured by your quiet eyes

The shots you take

Will take me far

Late night shows and magazines

I’m a grown man’s fantasy

And I will be

Your shooting star

[Verse 2]

Curtains velvet, spotlights burn

Focus on me and watch me turn

’Cause your obsession

You can’t deny

[Pre-Chorus]

You see me first, not just my skin

You know the fire I hold within

And when I pose

You see me right

[Chorus]

Through the lens, you watch me rise

Captured by your quiet eyes

The shots you take

Will take me far

Late night shows and magazines

I’m a grown man’s fantasy

And I will be

Your shooting star

[Bridge]

As she’s dancing

With a mask

You and me

We’re burning fast

[E-guitar Solo)

[Outro]

Through the lens, you watch me rise

Captured by your quiet eyes

The shots you take

Will take me far

Late night shows and magazines

I’m a grown man’s fantasy

And I will be

Your shooting star

Crash into You

A dramatic voice pushing toward danger, chasing intensity over caution. It wants to collide, to invade, to leave a mark — even if it means destruction. There’s confidence, temptation, and a mission-like determination, wrapped in flirtation and urgency.

Written and directed by Benjamin Leeway, interpreted by Suno.

Songtext

Let me crash into you

Let me crash into your plane
 
I wanna crash into your plane


You know I’m bad, so don’t complain


Don’t you look back, I’m right in front


I’m not your past, I’m yet to come
 
Let me crash into you


Let me crash into your plane
 
I am the future, I’ll be your past


I’m everything that won’t last


A-All I want is to crash


Into your plane, let’s make it fast
 
Let me crash into you (the way she’s flying)


Let me crash into your plane


Let me crash into you (the way she’s flying)


Let me crash into your plane
 
Ah-Ah-Ah, I never knew


Ah-Ah-Ah, I never knew (turn me ooh)


Ah-Ah-Ah, I never knew


Ah-Ah-Ah, I never knew (turn me ooh)
 
Crash into your plane, I never knew


Crash into your plane, I never knew
 
I’ll take you out, o-out of space


Scream out loud, I won’t be late


Won’t hesitate, I’ll give you a taste


Now I’m about to please you for days
 
Let me crash into you


Let me crash into your plane
 
All of my troops, I sent them free


They invaded you, hope they will see


The day will come, they will be strong


And they will crash a-all along
 
Let me crash into you (the way she’s flying)


Let me crash into your plane


Let me crash into you (the way she’s flying)


Let me crash into your plane
 
Ah-Ah-Ah, I never knew


Ah-Ah-Ah, I never knew (turn me ooh)


Ah-Ah-Ah, I never knew (the way she was flying)


Ah-Ah-Ah, I never knew (turn me ooh)


Ah-Ah-Ah, I never knew (the way she was flying)


Ah-Ah-Ah, I never knew (away, turned me ooh)


Ah-Ah-Ah, I never knew (the way she was flying)


Away turned me on

Healing Pictures

Someone sits in silence, fitting together worn-out pieces. A stranger’s eyes, a familiar scent, a voice that fades. The pictures don’t align anymore – but still, that’s alright. These healing pictures flicker just beyond the reach of memory.

Written and directed by Benjamin Leeway, interpreted by Suno.

Songtext

[Verse 1]

She’s staring at me closely

Her eyes are full of tears

She looks like someone distant

From long-forgotten years

I don’t know why she’s watching

I’ve never seen her face

But something deep inside me

Begins to shift and trace

[Chorus]

These little healing pictures

They have never been suspicious

I’ve been putting them together

Day and night

And these little worn out pieces

They have never been so vicious

Now they barely fit together

But that’s alright

[Verse 2]

This chair I’m always sitting

Feels carved from solid wood

These puzzle pieces haunt me

I’d fix them if I could

She speaks but I don’t follow

Her words just drift away

She asks if I remember

But I’ve got none to say

[Chorus]

These little healing pictures

They have never been suspicious

I’ve been putting them together

Day and night

And these little worn out pieces

They have never been so vicious

Now they barely fit together

But that’s alright

[Bridge]

There’s presence in the silence

Just fragments of the past

Something feels familiar

Like a memory that won’t last

I know this scent, it’s faint but real

Like flowers dried on windowsills

It brings me back, but not for long

Just one more piece, and then it’s gone

[Chorus]

These little healing pictures

They have never been suspicious

I’ve been putting them together

Day and night

And these little worn out pieces

They have never been so vicious

Now they barely fit together

But that’s alright

All About Me

He was lost in obsession – blind to what she saw. But she never lost control. Instead, she planned his fall with quiet clarity. What seemed like heartbreak was something else entirely. Because in the end, it was never about love. It was all about her.

Written and directed by Benjamin Leeway, interpreted by Suno.

Songtext

[Verse 1]

You gave me your word

But you’re obsessed with her

You said you had to work

and got undressed with her

You committed treason

betrayal and dirt

And then you covered with reason

the ones that you hurt

[Pre-Chorus]

Tell me, Darling

was it worth the thrill?

Did her presence cure

what I planned to kill?

Tell me, Honey

Why would you doubt me?

When you thought it was you

Well, it was all about me

[Chorus]

It was all about

all about me

It was all about

all about me

all your crimes

all your doubts

all the time

all about

all about me

[E-guitar solo]

[Pre-Chorus]

Tell me, Darling

was it worth the thrill?

Did her presence cure

what I planned to kill?

Tell me, Honey

Why would you doubt me?

When you thought it was you

Well, it was all about me

[Chorus]

It was all about

all about me

It was all about

all about me

all your crimes

all your doubts

all the time

all about

all about me

not about love

not about we

not about truth

just about me

just about me

all about me

all about me

not about love

not about we

not about truth

just about me

just about me

all about me

Bleed for Love

A psychological descent into betrayal, guilt, and retribution. What begins with suspicion spirals into something irreversible. Beneath the surface unfolds the disturbing story of a complicated four-way relationship – and love demands its final sacrifice.

Written and directed by Benjamin Leeway, interpreted by Suno.

Songtext

[Verse 1]

Why’d you have to go and play

With things that don’t belong to you

Why’d you have to haunt your prey

Lift it up and crawl into

Even though she tried to hide

Your sin on her from me, yeah

I reckon that despite your lies

She cried to the chandelier

[Chorus]

Can you smell the metallic taste

Take these shots of my manic state

Oh did you

believe in love

Did you think I would hesitate

Once I knew, I just couldn’t wait

To make you

bleed for love

[Verse 2]

Why’d I have to call the cops

Say it all and confess a crime

Tell them that a man got shot

And his wife’s lying next to mine

Even though she tried to hide

My sin on her from you

I reckon that despite my lies

there’s nothing that I could undo

[Chorus]

Can you smell the metallic taste

Take these shots of my manic state

Oh did you, believe in love

Did you think I would hesitate

Once I knew, I just couldn’t wait

To make you, bleed for love

[Bridge]

Your golden ring was just an alibi

Stolen things – that’s why we had to die

You kissed me once, then you said goodbye

With hollow truths and half a lie

[e-guitar solo]

[Chorus]

I can smell the metallic taste

Took these shots in my manic state

Oh did I

believe in love

Did I think I would hesitate

Once I knew, I just couldn’t wait

To make me

bleed for love

A Beautiful Kiss (Closing)

Smooth, intimate, and dangerously tender – A Beautiful Kiss whispers of love that forgives even murder, but not betrayal. A haunting jazz confession from the edge of loyalty, where desire flickers and one kiss could cost it all.

Written and directed by Benjamin Leeway, interpreted by Suno.

Songtext

[Verse 1]

Not your mother, nor your father

They don’t know you like I do

You’re a sinner, a broken figure

Hell is growing inside of you

You confessed your dark desire

But honey, I knew it all along

And the day you sparked the fire

I knew you wouldn’t prove me wrong

[Chorus]

I will stay, if you will

Until the end of days

And it’s okay, if you kill

But don’t you dare to stray

No, I wouldn’t forgive

A beautiful kiss

[Bridge]

I saw it in your smile

But stayed a little while

Would I mind your crimes

If your heart were mine

[Chorus]

I will stay, if you will

Until the end of days

And it’s okay, if you kill

But don’t you dare to stray

No, I wouldn’t forgive

A beautiful kiss

Way I Feel (Reprise)

Written and directed by Benjamin Leeway, interpreted by Suno.

Songtext

[Chorus]

This is how the story sounds

And the way I feel

Deep inside

And I am truly sorry ’bout it

But I had to kill

To feel alive

[Verse 1]

The blood is on, on my hands

You can call this a dark romance

Kiss me, darling,  kiss me slow

Hold me back, and then let me go

The Case is cold, the heat inside

Keep on dancing in neon lights

Please me, release me now

Lift me up, and then bring me down

[Pre-Chorus]

You

You want me

You

You got me, baby!

[Chorus]

This is how the story sounds

And the way I feel

Deep inside

And I am truly sorry ’bout it

But I had to kill

To feel alive

[Verse 2]

Blood stains on a wet t-shirt

Who’s the one now to kiss the dirt

Hold me tight, and  tear me apart

Set me free, and then break my heart

Paint my name, in blood and rain

Wash it off, and do it all again

Breathe in, do it now

Pistol whip me, then shoot me down

[Chorus 2x]

This is how the story sounds

And the way I feel

Deep inside

And I am truly sorry ’bout it

But I had to kill

To feel alive

[Bridge]

You

You want me

You

You got me, baby!

All About Me (Reprise)

Written and directed by Benjamin Leeway, interpreted by Suno.

Songtext

[Verse 1]

You gave me your word

But you’re obsessed with her

You said you had to work

and got undressed with her

You committed treason

betrayal and dirt

And then you covered with reason

the ones that you hurt

[Pre-Chorus]

Tell me, Darling

was it worth the thrill?

Did her presence cure

what I planned to kill?

Tell me, Honey

Why would you doubt me?

When you thought it was you

Well, it was all about me

[Chorus]

It was all about

all about me

It was all about

all about me

all your crimes

all your doubts

all the time

all about

all about me

[E-guitar solo]

[Pre-Chorus]

Tell me, Darling

was it worth the thrill?

Did her presence cure

what I planned to kill?

Tell me, Honey

Why would you doubt me?

When you thought it was you

Well, it was all about me

[Chorus]

It was all about

all about me

It was all about

all about me

all your crimes

all your doubts

all the time

all about

all about me

not about love

not about we

not about truth

just about me

just about me

all about me

all about me

not about love

not about Lee

not about truth

just about me

just about me

all about me

Dancer with a Mask (Reprise)


Written and directed by Benjamin Leeway, interpreted by Suno.

Songtext

[Verse 1]

Dancer with a mask

In the middle of the floor

Dancing in a blast

But your eyes are insecure

when you see me

watching you

you keep on moving

like you do

Dancer from the past

In the middle of the night

Flickering too fast

Like a flame that fears the light

When you turn

and glance my way

You don’t need

a word to say

[Chorus]

The lights are spilling over

My pulse is set to flame

We’re dancing near disclosure

Will you whisper me your name?

Dancer with a mask

With a mask

Vanishing too fast

[Verse 2]

Dancer with a mask

Lost in every dance

Dance until collapse

Can we live by any chance

when you see me

watching you

you keep on moving

like you do

Dancer from the past

In the middle of the night

Flickering too fast

Like a flame that fears the light

When you turn

and glance my way

You don’t need

a word to say
[Chorus]

The lights are spilling over

My pulse is set to flame

We’re dancing near disclosure

Will you whisper me your name?

Dancer with a mask

With a mask

Vanishing too fast

[Bridge]

Are you but an illusion

Lost in your own confusion

Are you dancing in disguise

With no name and no replies

The lights are spilling over

My pulse is set to flame

We’re dancing near disclosure

Will you whisper me your name?

[Outro]

Dancer with a mask

vanishing too fast



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